friend of a friend! i have avoided posting twice in one day before, but i am unsure if my sanity can hold it together much longer without thinking aloud. well this is not thinking aloud but it is thinking in a way that is different from the normal thinking i have been doing today which is quite lame and very introspective. boooring.
i think my music might be disturbing the neighbors. oh well for them, how am i supposed to control how loud my laptop is? with the volume button? no way. i like loud. i like loud things. loud things rule. if they have a problem they can come and knock on my door, i've been waiting for them and i won't even answer. i don't know if i can keep thinking tangentially right now. i am going to turn off the tv, it is distracting and not at all interesting.
i will start reading my textbook today. that is a good decision. ceiling fan and all. i really wish someone would walk on my back. it is in need of a good cracking. all my joints have felt sore and my body all clumpy ever since i stopped doing yoga. it is hard to get excited about yoga when there is not a hyper chinese lady trying to bend you in ways you shouldn't bend. then there's the threat of physical contact so you try your hardest to do what she says in these instances and end up doing what is expected of a yoga session. by yourself or with the tv and its just like "eh nobody is watching, who cares if i slack a little" and then next thing you know every day is a cheat day and you're on the couch eating bon bons for at least three to four hours.
i need new dress shoes. i need new clothes in general. these clothes have shrunk in the wash too many times. soon it will be painfully obvious regarding my sexual orientation and it won't even be intentional. how terrible!
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