man, i can't sleep tonight. it's nearly four a.m. that's not good. i have stuff to do this evening. important stuff.
stuff i should be awake for. but i can't sleep. it really sucks. my sleep schedule has been kicking my ass lately. i don't know what's wrong. i think maybe i need a cigarette and a glass of water. maybe that will put my head on straight.
i fly out to london soon. exciting times. good time to be alive. hopefully the whole owing hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt will be worth this fucking degree, eh? i used to think i'd like grad school, but that's so unrealistic. probably go into grad school for my master's and gtfo, and only because that's a 2 for 1 deal, and if i play my cards right i may be able to avoid 90% of tuition. (i'll skip my GREs at least) oh well.
i hate planning my life out! measured precisely and set to complicate. it's weird to see stars outside. i am not used to such things. i never did starting reading my textbook. i suppose staying up at night that'd be the thing to do. it'd probably put me to sleep at least.
i hate the night. especially when i'm left alone. then all i can do is think. thinking is a terrible thing. i think i've said that before. think thought thunk. ah well. time to distract myself some more doing something else. i lost myself here. i like wearing bath robes.
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